Aspirations

[Verse 1: CusaX]
At the time of this recording, I'm thinkin' I got a wish
To surpass my expectations and stop this apocalypse
It's a challenge, just beginning a journey to be original
When every millisecond, a rapper can beat your syllables
By copying another one or nobody at all
There's a blur between the lines of which I can attend to walk
After hearin' the comparisons I got when Violent Poetry released
I took a moment to think on, "who am I supposed to be?"
In a decade, I might'a quit rap, that's a demon I can live with
If I keep it all wrappеd up, I see what I have to do, wait 'til my path pursues
Courage and еndurance to receive what I ask of you
Fuck livin' like a skeptic or a lyin' coward
I'm livin' like a figure, like a higher power
'Til I'm on my death bed, fuckin' black out
I'm on my very last stand 'til you back down

[Chorus: CusaX]
Got a wish right now and I throw it in the pages (Throw it in the pages)
Maybe it'll come true if I say shit (If I say shit)
'Til I drop down dead on the pavement (Yeah)
I got a list of the true aspirations
Got a wish right now and I throw it in the pages (Throw it in the pages)
Maybe it'll come true if I say shit (If I say shit)
'Til I drop down dead on the pavement (Yeah)
I got a list of the true aspirations

[Verse 2: Embis & CusaX]
Aspirations (*inhale*), like I'm takin' a deep breath
When the basket case is leavin' for the evenin', he needs bread
He's masquerading, put up fronts, no hablo ingles
A vast oasis, seekin' for the thing that could cheat death
Reset, on the road to perspiration, body odor
Oxycodone could not treat the pain, he needs an oxy coatin'
On his shirt to clean the stain, awkward moments
They can't be avoided because I am me and this a room
I'm not alone in, lava flowin' within my veins, won't participate
Glady would flip a few letters, bring the rain and rinse away
All the scars that are engrained on my skin today
It's almost like it's parchment, transfer the marks and flip the page
If today, the devils in the details, why can't you be a pedant?
Just a simple little female's a matinee to a propeller
SSRI for anxiety, a canopy to Armageddon
Any kinda confrontation, wish that I could be bigheaded
Isn't it fuckin' crazy I would ever envy arrogance?
Arbitrary rules put into place, so it's embarrassin'
This image, don't deny as a Samaritan
Is it really worth tryin' if I already can't bear it, then?
So instead, the finishin' racers laugh at me
No one said the formulas wrap is satiny (Yeah)
So go ahead, cower at the face of tragedy!
My pencil's low on led but my trigger finger won't atrophy!

[Chorus: CusaX]
Got a wish right now and I throw it in the pages (Throw it in the pages)
Maybe it'll come true if I say shit (If I say shit)
'Til I drop down dead on the pavement (Yeah)
I got a list of the true aspirations
Got a wish right now and I throw it in the pages (Throw it in the pages)
Maybe it'll come true if I say shit (If I say shit)
'Til I drop down dead on the pavement (Yeah)
I got a list of the true aspirations