Asphyxiated

[Verse 1]
I lit the stogie at dawn and just admit and be honest
Ain't no need in moving on if I keep slipping off it
I run that fade with consciousness and sleep him since he's soft
And since I'm fast as busting nuts in dreams, I'm sprinting to my coffin
Often times struggle with human nature the pompous lies
It's like trying to maintain erection inside a box of knives
I was oscillating 'til I found out that I swam too far
And now I'm in the ocean, pool of liquor at the fucking bar
Might just post up in the car, roll up all the windows
Start the engine in the garage while listening to Git songs
Bitch is like a never ending spiral of greed
I tried to fuck her but she didn't even want it or need it
So I don't trust in what I see anymore
I won't believe in dreams and reaching peaks
With anchored ankles at the sea floor

[Chorus]
Asphyxiated
I can hardly take it
Asphyxiated
I'm suffocating
Asphyxiated
I can hardly take it
Asphyxiated
Fuck trying to make it

[Verse 2]
I choke on my confusion
Broken focus in my view of shit
Hard to keep it rolling in the struggle
Can't nobody catch me cause I'm falling from the crest
Into the troughs abyss, bunch of carbon caught inside a bubble
Fuck you looking at reflection? Don't you know I'll shatter you?
Conjure bottled laughter when you show your anti-attributes
Such a fucking ratchet I can't even keep the blaster to me
Loaded till I'm crashing, my brain is just a bad computer
I don't give a damn
River phoenix with this gram of Lucifer in hand
I'm about to take it to the head
Basically I'm dead already all I see is red
Neglect and mama trauma figure 8 with every breath

Asphyxiated
I can hardly take it
Asphyxiated
I'm suffocating
Asphyxiated
I can hardly take it
Asphyxiated
Fuck trying to make it