Asking God

[Chorus :Dayveon Porter]
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it

[Verse 1:Dayveon Porter]
Eyes closed while its watering don’t need nobody else
I’m so use to be people leaving I adapted to myself
Murder thoughts that’s in my head but I won’t seek to get no help
Cause I wanna see revenge so they can tell me how they felt
Wish I was just there for you
But was not there for you you was crying to your death saying god that I’ll change for you
I wish you had more time so I show how I cared for you was ungrateful with your time now you gone and I cherish for you
Can’t believe that gun hit him
Bullets had no love for him
Took his breath away it’s hard to sleep he had them drugs in him
Can’t erase the pain and i can’t trust that’s why I love different
Life won’t be the same without you bro there just no love in it
Like why them bullets had to hit him
Like why them people had to go and kill him
I feel like I’m just stuck inside the middle
I tried to clear my thoughts but I just get him
I try to wash away but I just feel them
I feel like I should be the one to kill them

[Chorus :Dayveon Porter]
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it
Oh oh oh

[Verse 2:Dayveon Porter]
Do gangsters go to heaven
God which way do they go
When people die on earth what do you do with people souls
Asking you questions wanna know where did our brother go
If he not with you damn I can’t believe our brother gone
Its like my fault cause I let the hood change you
I miss his soul I wish that I coulda saved you
We from the trenches so you can’t say what I can’t do
But we can’t get our brother back and that’s the fair truth
Its like my fault cause I let the hood change you
I miss his soul I wish that I coulda saved you
We from the trenches so you can’t say what I can’t do
But we can’t get our brother back and that’s the fair truth

[Chorus :Dayveon Porter]
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it
Asking God is this really how we planned it
I know I say that I feel healed but I’m still damage
I know you did the stuff you did but I can’t stand it
And I’m not saying that you wrong but I can’t help it
Oh oh oh