ASHES

One, two, three, four

[Chorus]
One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret

[Verse 1]
I was down, way too many times
More than I can count, I made it out
Walk between the lines, took a different route-
What's that about
No one wants to see you, 'till they think that you're an asset
Feelin' see through while I'm trapped inside a casket

[Bridge]
Is this all I'll ever be
I'm so scared I won't be seen

[Chorus]
One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret

[Verse 2]
All the walls are closing in around me
In a slip stream, faded almost nightly
When did being free become a pipe dream
It's all for nothing

Used to think that I was chosen, headed on my way
All a sudden I feel frozen, don't know what to say
Now that everybody knows it, start to feel ashamed
I'll just down another potion, hide from all the pain

[Chorus]
One, two, three, four
Went and threw my life away
End me before it just doesn't feel the same
I thought I could do it all a different way
Had it too good, learn from all my worst mistakes
How the fuck did this come up again
All my other chances came and went
I threw all the ashes to the wind
I won't be the answer I regret