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[Chorus]
I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Sounding like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowing with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly it's sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had is now nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash
Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt, I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out, you needa get back
Everything in every line just make 'em wanna skip back

[Verse]
Write fast, you try keeping up, then you just write trash
I fuck up a type beat, you just it make it type bad
Might add, do this on my own I got no right hand
I stopped wishing that I could, now I fucking know I can
Slow down, you can't catch the flow now
Wrote down, turn it into dope sound
Hope now, I can't fucking slow down
Broke now, not for long no doubt

[Chorus]
I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Sounding like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowing with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly it's sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had is now nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash
Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt, I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out, you needa get back
Everything in every line just make 'em wanna skip back