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[Chorus]
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna do this
'Cause I've been thinking way too much
You've been through enough
I would never hurt you
You’re the only one
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna do this
'Cause I've been thinking way too much
You've been through enough
I would never hurt you
You’re the only one

[Verse]
Throw my ashes in the ocean
I can barely even sleep
And I’ve lost all my emotion
I can barely even breathe
I want you to be okay
I want you to be fine
I'll do whatever it takes, even if I end up dying
I don't wanna do this
'Cause I'm fragile
You can tear me apart, you can say that I'm worthless
You can tell me to stop
There's no point in pretending
That I'm something I'm not
Not afraid to admit, that I'm falling apart
Pain a universal language, and I'm fluent
Thoughts inside my head, think they want me dead
Every night I'm seeing nightmares, and they're lucid
Thoughts inside my head, think they want me dead
Hands are shaking, I can't breathe
Mind is blank,I feel so weak
Eyes are red and
I can't sleep
I can't sleep

[Chorus]
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna do this
'Cause I've been thinking way too much
You've been through enough
I would never hurt you
You’re the only one
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna do this
'Cause I've been thinking way too much
You've been through enough
I would never hurt you
You’re the only one