Ashes

[Intro]
Day I found the scene I thought I hit a goldmine
But everybody moving on and getting co signs
I thought I made it but I was just wasting my time
I'm just a kid who sits inside his room and whines

[Hook]
I know I'm childish but I can't fucking fix it
I don't think, I don't sleep, I don't listen
Been abused, been attacked, been a victim
Seen it happen I've been watching been a witness

I've got a shitty past that I'm tryna get rid of
But it always hits me whenever I get up
I can't control myself I act up then I give up
My time is ticking I could die at any minute

[Verse]
And when my friends tell me nobody likes me it hurts
Pull up in a whip but I leave in a hearse
Music was my escape now I can't writе a verse
When I diе I'm gon be known as one the worst

Slumped over on the bathroom bawling my eyes out
Always told I'll never be shit I just [?] now
Saying that I switched up on you catch me lying now
Too hard to stay in my lane like I can't drown

[Hook]
I know I'm childish but I can't fucking fix it
I don't think, I don't sleep, I don't listen
Been abused, been attacked, been a victim
Seen it happen I've been watching been a witness

I've got a shitty past that I'm tryna get rid of
But it always hits me whenever I get up
I can't control myself I act up then I give up
My time is ticking I could die at any minute

[Verse 2]
Unconscious I'm lost and I can't find the place that I started at
I'm scared of the dark what I'm startled at
Everything I make I throw in the tra-tra-trash man

Thought my friends were there for me but they were just a fraction
I can't find an excuse for the way that I've been acting
My brain is fucking scrambled maybe that's why I'm erratic

[Hook]
I know I'm childish but I can't fucking fix it
I don't think, I don't sleep, I don't listen
Been abused, been attacked, been a victim
Seen it happen I've been watching been a witness

I've got a shitty past that I'm tryna get rid of
But it always hits me whenever I get up
I can't control myself I act up then I give up
My time is ticking I could die at any minute

[Outro]
I've got a shitty past that I'm tryna get rid of
But it always hits me whenever I get up
I can't control myself I act up then I give up
My time is ticking I could die at any minute