Ashamed

[Verse 1]
I am ashamed, I can’t escape this fate
I'm too afraid of the change
I’m too afraid to create 'cause the hate
But I cannot wait 'cause fame is the taste that I crave
My brain is deranged, Lord of the Flies
Got no way but what could’ve I had done?
If I chose to rise, not run
But I row with the vibe and the night and the drugs
Been smoking away my mind and the funds
No wine, for I now cry for the drugs
I would’ve done fires and flames
'Til my mind is erasing, I dine for destruction
I am a fuckwit, lights and a function
That’s why I want to write cause I love it
The guy to say "Fuck that shit", now won’t quit
'Til he got six stitches and nine concussions
Why? Should I call her up?
Nah, get fucked, you’re a stupid cunt
She- she don’t want another loser drunk
Like "Who the fuck are you?", with no clue what’s up
You ain’t good enough, you ain’t hood enough
How the fuck am I gonna break though?
Yeah, I'm looking at users, broken abusers
Hoping the bruises are gonna make you
I got the bars, I mastered my art and I craft CDs
I gotta focus my motion on making my project
The dopest, and grow through the streets
I am a beast, I am a savage, I can do anything I can imagine
I can be all that I need, I am on to my feet
I am king yet I’m feeling grounded

[Interlude]
I wanna be me, I wanna be me, I wanna be me, me, yeah!
Aw, I wanna be me, I wanna be me, I wanna be me, me, yeah!

[Verse 2]
I wanna be me, I don’t wanna preach
I don’t wanna seem like I wanna be perfect
I will exceed, I will achieve
No time for sleep because I stay working
I believe I’m mistreating the CD, the way I burn it
Obsolete? I’m naive, I’d disagree, see, I’d say I’m worth it
I would speak, I would claim, I am wrapped around in these chains
I feel trapped, soon to crack, I feel strapped down in a lane
I climb and chase every ride, every high, I am known to take
Fiend and crave every billy, it’s silly but should I change?
Fuck that! I wanna be who I am!
I want that green in my hand, I wanna be free
I want a key or a plan, but I see the deceit so I scream when I can
But man, I’m right, I am, I try and damn
I rely on all these others but cry when I cannot stand

[Outro]
I wanna be me! I wanna be me, me, yeah!