Ash

So burnt out they call me ash
Pokemon has become trash
Baby wants to touch my ass
But I don't really fuck with that
So now she's touching other dudes
It's ok I said it's cool
As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too
Healthy how we talk like that
Unhealthy how I am sad
I'm new to this whole feelings shit
Every day I feel like shit
Every day I feel like shit
Every day I feel like shit
Every day I'm feeling bad
I don't really fuck with that

I don't feel like myself
I forgot who I am
I feel trapped in college
Soberness made me spiral

Relearning personality
A process being done by me
Rеlearning motivation
I need to be patient
With mysеlf cause I need time
To take my brain and solderize
The broken pathways I had fried
From all the shit I tried to hide
Relearning how to act like me
So I can be publicly seen
Relearning conversation
It's hard to know acquaintances
Cause my memory is ass
Social presence is a fad
You thought I was pretty rad
Your face I can't remember that (oop)
Work my ass off every day
Party hard like every night
Party hard like every day
Crashed in my clothes with the light on
Every day is just a bygone
Where has all my fucking time gone?
Popcorn stares till I meet my dawn
Horizontal life is no fun
ZZZ I get no sleep
In my knees I'm feeling week
ZZZ when I'm awake
I feel like ima fucking break
ZZZ on BBP
All you fuckers sleep on me
All you want's my fucking D
I have personality

I am a real human
I have conscious thoughts like
I will break this cycle
Live my life how I want

Album done another on the way
Burnt out no more I'm feeling great
I wrote this song to share my pain
Get nasty thoughts out of my brain
Get 'em on the pad I rap with rage
When I wrote this sad I felt insane
When I thought I's mad I froze in place
But I thawed out a better Jake
Upgraded thoughts updated swag
Upgraded art update my rap
Upgraded feelings now no cap
I'm crying watching anime
Crying watching Cobra Kai
I empathically realize
That I'm no longer crying inside

So burnt out they call me ash
Pokemon has become trash
Baby wants to touch my ass
But I don't really fuck with that
So now she's touching other dudes
It's ok I said it's cool
As long as there's clear communication and I can do it too