Ascend

Can’t swimming in mind
The waves that I make
They ride through my skin like the drugs that I take
The moment I feel you leaving
I feel like I’m gone, gone, gone

I know I’m alive, but I can’t stay awake
Without ups and downs my bones start to shake
Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on
I know you can’t relate

I’m a control freak
You can try but you can’t control me
You’re wasting your time, should be living your life
Just leave me behind

I’m a control freak
You can try but you can’t control me
You’re wasting your time, should be living your life
I was living my lie

Blacking out so I can’t feel the pain
Only way out is starting again
The moment I see you leaving
I feel like I’m gone, gone, gone

When is my time counting the days
I lost my religion, gods just a name
Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on
I know you can’t relate

I’m a control freak
You can try but you can’t control me
You’re wasting your time, should be living your life
Just leave me behind

I’m a control freak
You can try but you never control me
You’re wasting your time, should be living your life
I was living my lie

I’m in control
I’m in control
I’m in control
I swear on my life, I lied to you all

I’m in control
I’m in control
I’m in control, I don’t need your help
Would you just let me fall

Just let me fall
Just let me fall
Just let me fall