As I Grow

[Verse 1]
Here I am, sitting in a room of broken thoughts
What is there to do when everything is gone and hope is lost (repeat 3x)
What type of self reflection is that?
Always thought everything would be different
While almost there, I took a step back
I guess we all love to dream of things we think we'll never have

[Chorus]
As I grow
I know it may seem crazy as fuck
But I don't think I can find a way
Away from it all
And I can see the reason why you're never sober
And every time you are, you feel the world is over
But we're just in a world that's trying to play

[Verse 2]
Feels like I've been doing this shit forever
Why am I still hungry, is it for love or fame?
Despite it all, I think I'm getting better
And if not, then I only have myself to blame
But this is just me and everything I think of
All of my emotions rounding up
Until someone comes around and I bottle up
I'm feeling like I'm still here, just out of luck
Lucky that I made it to this moment
'Cause someone somewhere is praying
That their family member will make the next day and
Sometimes I want to lose it, abusing this gift that I've got
That they call life
Sitting in a box inside my own mind
But right when I'm feeling that I'mma give it all up
Then my hope comes right on time like

[Chorus]2x