Art of Letting Go

[Verse 1]
I don't even go to the grave site, it's too soon
Reliving that goodbye, hell, it might kill me too
Deep down, I know that I need to
But I just can't go to the grave site, it's too soon

[Pre-Chorus]
I try not to feel it
Maybe I'm just scared
Nothing's gonna heal it
Life's just that unfair

[Chorus]
If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you

[Verse 2]
Your memory hangs on the walls in the halls of my mind
I try to not wander down those, but I do sometimes
I blame you, then God, then even myself
Since you left and went to Heaven, down here's been hell

[Chorus]
If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you

[Bridge]
You tried not to feel it
I guess you were scared
The needle didn't heal it
Hope you're better there
But damn it, I still need you
Did you even care?
Didn't get to keep you
Life's just that unfair

[Chorus]
If I'm not numb, then I'm a disaster
Yeah, all I've ever known
Is how to run so I never mastered
The art of letting go of you
I'm not moving on, just moving through
The art of letting go of you