Arrhythmic Palpitations

In the middle of the night I can do it just right
It seemed like a good idea at the time
And the morning light
Will sting and blind
With all the things that I've been running from
Ya, remember how scary it was?
Funny how everything does

So I dive right in, but the current is swift
My arms won't swim and my legs won't kick
I start sinking humiliation
I start sinking arrhythmic palpitations again
Then the walls came tumbling in
Ya, remember how scary it was?

Don't let all the reasons why you're here
Become the same reasons why you don't stay
I promise you
That I will take my time
I promise you
That I won't waste your time