AROUND THE CLOCK

[Verse 1: JMattson]
Waistin away every day I decay
All my pages are frayed and I’m faded
That’s around the clock yuh around the clock yuh
Aim at ya face with the blade catchin fades
Imma say I’m okay but I ain’t
And It won’t ever stop yuh won't evre stop yuh
Slavin away for the minimum wage
Im in pain and I ache tryna scape
From this mofuckin spot yuh mufuckin spot yuh
Razor blade j on the way I don’t play
Never safe better pray for the day
That I slip and get caught yuh
Who woulda thought yuh
Don’t know who I am really anymore
Every mothafucking day I be hittin dro
And I think I needa quit it
I really been too dependent when I’m stressing
But I can’t wait I mean I won’t
Looking mothafuckin dead like I seen a ghost
In my mothafuckin head where I be the most
Ain’t a mothafucka dare to get even close
Feel a spirit in the air and I be the host
Little bitch I
Ride around the city with the blade tucked
I don’t time for you fake fucks
Shorty stained my hoodie wit her makeup
Bitch I get high like way up
Waistin away every day I decay
All my pages are frayed and I’m faded
That’s around the clock yuh around the clock yuh
Aim at ya face with the blade catchin fades
Imma say I’m okay but I ain’t
And It won’t ever stop yuh won't ever stop yuh

[Verse 2: Saliva Grey]
Predestination don’t fuck wit my fate
I hate everything bout my life but at least
I be on top yeah I be on top yeah
Finally made it but steadily draining
This negative feeling can’t never conceal it
I’m done yeah, Grey be so done yeah
Te Te Tears on my fuckin face
Every single god damn motherfucking day
Ain’t a single morning that I wanna be awake
I just wanna sit around I wanna fucking wait
For nothing to happen i stare at the map and I think of elaborate way for me to vanish
Away and Abandon my life And eradicate evidence I was a part of this planet im so fucking done
Living my present the past uh
Sickening how I just act uh
Like everything ain’t all bad
Mental Grey not white or black
Feelings can’t stay in the back
Why can’t I keep on the mask?
Clock I wish I could turn back
So I just waste imma drag

[Verse 3: blckbrd]
I don’t recognize my reflection
I can’t reconcile my mistakes with the bathroom tile
Delete memories I don’t need cus I feel like it’s harder for me to
Fucking crack a smile
Deplete Serotonin I know that the hole that I dug
Go down to at least ten miles
Please validate me, the music will save me
If somebody pay me to act this vile
Hocus pocus
Smoke and mirrors
Swarms of locusts
Growth but I still choke on fear
The hopeless years broke the wheel
So if this slope can hold, I only hope to steer
Van Gogh’d both my ears
I been noticed
Is that all I wanted, where I go from here?
Headlights hope for deer
I’m never gon forget
Back when they laughed at me
Now I got no laments
Talk like you that to me
I gotta cope with stress
I got a lap to beat
We gon be toe to neck
They would take a bet against me if the margin good
I can hit nails, first step is to mark the wood
Shoulders carry way too much
The weight should buckle me but i still run amok
I’m mud from muck, I must survive
I walked this road a hundred times
They want you dead, Don’t trust the lines
Don’t tell me you feel or relate to me
We not the same, cus if you were me you wouldn’t wanna be right, yeah
Right yeah
Whiskey and coke, I’ma sip til I’m slow
Just to process the trauma I’ve gotten from this side of life yeah
Life yeah