Around Me

Verse 1:
Everyone hates me so I hate everyone too
They say love is strong but I know hate it true
I keep a close eye on many cause I trust few
Never know which friend is the holding the gun to shoot you
I made the mistake of hanging with Judas
The way they crucified me you'd think I was Jewish
Been bullied and outcasted since I was a student
I been labelled clueless, useless and stupid
But all that to the side I attract the wrong kind
Smoking weed and pulling licks just to pass the time
Don't know if I'll hold a diploma but I'm gripping the nine
Don't know if I'll make the right decision cause I'm losing my mind
Speaking of time I'm losing track of it again
I see a hundred people, can't call one a friend
They want everything I have multiplied by ten
Can't say "Fuck my life" enough so I picked up the pen

Verse 2:
Everyone hates me so I hate everyone too
When I'm down and out it feels like there's nowhere I can run to
I'm searching for an answer when I can't even find a clue
When I run to the bright, white light I'm going blue
If I'm an animal I might as well be a beast
I'm a starving artist while wack rappers get a feast
I'm talking to God but He only answers to a Priest
I've written a hundred songs but none of them been released
Got so much inside I can feel it killing me
Got so much to hide my thoughts are killing me
Put the chrome to my dome, blow out my fillings b
Put the nine to my mind, blow out my feelings b
And this is me, I'm lost and alone
Drugs numb so I'm getting Downey Jr. stoned
Maybe I'll find a place in my head to call home
But I hate everything around me so tonight I'm gone