Arguing with Myself

[Chorus]
At night I'm arguing with myself, know I really need some help
Know her love ain't real, that's why I don't like being 'round no one else
Can't stop popping pills, I done fell in love with prescriptions
I'd probably overdose the same day that you try hurting my feelings
My pain on overflow, the same way that oceans flow through a river
Tried his best to keep it real, but they just turned him to a killer
Brainwashing them young niggas to step instead of getting money
Them bitches make it no better, rather see Glocks than a few hundreds

[Verse]
Drownin' in my pain, no one to save me
Clutchin' on this Glock, this bitch ain't come with no safety
Been so many times that the ones I love done betrayed me
Popping Percs to get you off my mind, but I can't feel it working
Flawless diamonds, I don't need no light, in the dark, I shine, I know that for certain
Can't believe you did me dirty, thought you was worth it, but I know nobody's perfect
I get so high, can't feel my feet, feel like I'm cloud surfin'
Fucked up inside, I'm starting to feel like you hurt me on purpose
Tryin' not to cry, but I can't lie, drugs ain't workin'
I wanna die in the streets, but I know I'll probably overdose off these Perkies
I stay out of the city 'cause MPD won't stop involvin' me in murders

[Chorus]
At night I'm arguing with myself, know I really need some help
Know her love ain't real, that's why I don't like being 'round no one else
Can't stop popping pills, I done fell in love with prescriptions
I'd probably overdose the same day that you try hurting my feelings
My pain on overflow, the same way that oceans flow through a river
Tried his best to keep it real, but they just turned him to a killer
Brainwashing them young niggas to step instead of getting money
Them bitches make it no better, rather see Glocks than a few hundreds