Are You There

(FIRST VERSE)

Dear Girl of My Dreams
I know you're there. Running away because I was so scared. It wasn't 'cause of you, I guess I didn't care. The way that I treated you, it really wasn't fair

It took a lot of time before I came to my senses, and now I want you back but I can't jump the fences
Through a spirit, through your heart, leaving you defenseless, sick of all my lies, almost told myself to exit

Death is a penalty, and I can't lie; I won't forget the moment that I saw you that last time
Every time I check my phone I don't see a reply, so now I really think about is if you are doing fine

With you on my mind, I've been sad for a couple of months. Depression is a rotten curse when you drown a couple cups

Back to me and you, I suppose I never gave you much. So now I wanna turn the tables just to prove what is love

I would take a bullet, I mean, any fucking moment. As long as you are living, I don't care, it is a motive
So please stay around so I can prove that you were chosen. And please forgive an idiot who's almost dead and broken

(CHORUS)

Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? I've been lost and I'm feeling so scared. I wanna know where you are, 'cause I care

Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? I've been lost and I'm feeling so scared. I wanna know where you are because I care

(SECOND VERSE)

I don't know how long that I'll feel the pain. When it comes to love, it's like I am stuck and chained. I can still recite most of our days' complained
I know I'm ignorant, anger is hard to tame

All I ever wanted to do was make you proud. A couple big fuck-ups and I'm out
I couldn't sleep in bed so I would stay up on the couch
Time is ticking, and I really fucking need you now

Sorry for my jealousy, I guess I haven't moved on. Running into you is just special to come upon
Talkin' 'bout perfections, so I call you the paragon. You're the queen upon my castle even when I'm dead and gone

And every fucking time that I would snap and be a douchebag, is a sign of a guy who was scared to be a man
Now I've grown up into a person that you wouldn't plan, I wish that I could show you proof just so I could have you back

(CHORUS)

Dear girl of my dreams are you there? Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? I've been lost and I'm feeling so scared. I wanna know where you are 'cause I care
Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? Dear girl of my dreams, are you there? I've been lost and I'm feeling so scared
I wanna know where you are because I care