April Leaves Remix

[Verse 1]
After all of this time by myself
I can't decide if I wanna find somebody else
Or stay together and then make you my spouse
Yeah, nah, that just ain't sounding right
Because together we got a dullness to our light
But I can`t trust myself to leave you anymore
Cause then what the fuck did I take you back for?
I don't fucking know, seems to waste my time
But at least I learned a bit, seems just fine
But my life with you is starting to make me feel tired
And the way you posting with your homie got me fired up
But for what? You don't tеxt me anyway
And y'all hanging out, so fuck it, he can have you
You ask mе what's the issue and I don't know what to say besides check a mirror
Looking in mine asking "where's the hero?"
Cause I don't wanna start again at ground zero

[Verse 2]
Once my home girl called me her hero
But now I need some saving, falling so deep I can see Satan
My feet falling in the fire, but I'm still so cold
Feeling like Capone, up on top but so alone
Girl, grab my hand, pull me up, please
You dropped me once before and now we in another squeeze
So now I'm scared, I'm horrified at the thought
Of you being the one to pull me up, cause you dropped
And who said that you wouldn't ever do it again?
Nobody, and that's the problem, you didn't either
And when she said she missed me, man I believed her
That's something you never said, man I wonder why
Maybe I should hit her up and ask her why
She got a man too, and he's a bitch that i don't like
Maybe if she on my line again then we all eye for eye
And man I can't even lie, after that I might just die