April Fools

(Do you get lonely sometimes?)
(Do you…)
Do you relate?
Get that feeling in your stomach?
It's that sickness
So de-habilitating
Do you feel it?
Sincerely I hope not
I can't move, no I can't move
Did I do this to you too?

I'd like to say
I can sort you out
Show you what
Happiness is about
If I get through this
(Um)
The thing is
I can't sort me out
Can't figure this out
I can't leave the house
Cause I'll feel sick
(Um)
(Agh!)

(Um… excuse me?)
Do I deserve this?
Iron bed
Gives me breath
I'll die in
Hold my chest I'll give you love I'll try my best
Can't check my emails
I'm scarеd
Of everything

And I'd like to say
I can sort you out
Show you what
**** is about
If I gеt through this
(Um)
The thing is
I can't sort me out
Can't figure this out
I can't leave the house
Cause I'll feel sick
(Um)
And I'd like to say

I can't work this out
Show me what happiness is about
Do I get through this?

I feel sick
I feel sick
I feel sick
I feel sick
I feel sick
I feel sick
I feel sick
I guess it's too late to say April Fools
I guess it's too late to say April Fools

"No one gives a fuck about your trauma, yeah, fuck yourself, yeah?
Don't… be complaining all the time about shit
Just fuck off and… Just
Have a think, go for a walk...
Smoke something, drink
Don't be complaining all the time though and think anyone gives a fuck anyway cause I don't give a fuck"