April 30th

I ain't been home all year

I'm staying out the way this year
I ain’t come to play this year

Meaning I ain’t come to waste this year
Best believe I’m in the race this year
I ain’t come for second place
Or takin hoes on second dates
I’m busy maxin out them weights this year

19 My brother caught a case, we got him out, he's free this year
I hope it don’t happen to me this year
Know I’m aiming for that mill, I think its time I make it 3 this year
Its just me, myself, and me this year

I say fuck with all that waiting and that patient shit
No, I can't be myself in a relationship
You give and you take
Story of my life is different
I just give til I gave
Spent them racks on our vacations now I wish I had saved

But ain’t no need of crying over spilled milk
She got me dropping idioms cause I feel like an idiot
I flew her out the city thought we planned around yo period
My life is like the odyssey, Im stuck inside the Illiad
And life can be mysterious, I’m moving on a myriad
And custom all interiors
I deck the hall with photos from shows from when they wasn’t hearing us
I’m still the same kid, just less appearances and more experiences
I take it serious, they tryna jury us man
Yeah Yeah
Easier said than done
Feels like I’m playing one on one with
Me myself and I

Stayin out the way this year
Imma be okay this year
It’s just me myself and I

Stayin our the way
I’m just grateful for another day God damn
Fuck wit shorty, wishin I could stay right now
Double up my funds I'm tryna pay my fam
Pray to God he help me pay my bills this month
Niggas that I known been pourin seals this month
Juggin they done stole my nigga wheels this months
I been making plays but ain’t no deals this month

I’m just glad I get to play a part this time
I know exactly where I wanna start this time
I made it clean and I just wanna end this way
Don't mean that I want that shit to end this day
Nah

I’m tired of niggas hating
I just realized that I believe in God
So technically that means that I believe in Satin
I pray sometimes but not enough for me to be impatient but
I'm in the whip after my shows and takin showers in my aunties basement

No dollar and a dream
I had a dream and fucked up credit
Won't no cable on the TV , streaming TDs off the reddit
Prolly would’ve done it different, I can't say that I regret it

My nigga got locked
I stopped sellin

I wasted time takin life for granted
I know somebody love me
I know somebody hate to see me lose out on them blessings
Stemming from gifts I’ve been handed

I know somebody trust me
If that persons you, just know yo dreams still worth it too
Easier say than do
Feel like I’m playin 1 on 2
With Me My Self and I
Its the Devil versus me myself and God
Keep it real for me I know that he gone heal for me
Opposition try to steal from me, He just took the wheel for me
Plan to take me places that I’m hopin he reveal for me
Hand ain't have no aces, he gone shuffle, and redeal for me

I call a spade a spade
I remember when them teachers told me not to go to school but go and learn a trade
Lookin back by this time I’d be more paid
But I still got that paper mane
You know the one that got my name
That they sent to my parents crib
And I’m still paying for today

Sometimes the game sold separately
You pay these niggas 4 years for that degree to find the frame sold separately
I tried to go back home but shit there Just ain't nothin left me for me
Try to take my throne but that just wasn’t in my destiny

Easier said than done
Feels like I'm playin one on one
Yeah Yeah
Its Me myself and I