[Intro]
4am
You listening to GoonnCity radio, the #1 station
Tears
Bloodhounds
Noheart
[Verse 1: funeral]
I don't wanna like you, but I do at the same time
All the signs in plain sight, you know I’ma stay right
Right by your side when you wake up
No makeup, I wanna wake up
I wish this was easier for me to comprehend
Pretend, like everything's ok when it's not
Baby we should let our hearts melt and mend
To love a friend, until the end
[Verse 2: Chach]
I can’t see shit, you're my weakness
All this blood loss, you're my reason
I'ma run through all four seasons
All the time, I can't stop thinking
Tell me why they always wanna fuck with me
I got voices in my head
It's not up to me, to live in peace
God damn, it's a luxury
I like bad luck, baby, now you're stuck with me
[Verse 3: Yung Skrrt]
I ain’t had nobody in a long damn time
Tryna see what’s in my head, but I'm feeling so blind
Everything I know try to attack me all the time
Four walls ain’t enough, put another four up
So I get high 'til I fall asleep
You can take another whole piece of me
Never really need any security
'Til you know that you were wrong again
[Verse 4: Grandee]
Talking to me nice, I don't like you
I don’t wanna fight, I just want to run off in the night
And my head don't feel alright
Alright, alr-
When you look up at me, with those big ol blue eyes
Cut me, with your twisted sick knife
Trust me, poison tipped and stained bright
Deathless, am I dead yet?
[Hook: blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
[Verse 5: mental]
I can't help it, I'm helpless
Leave me back there
You tell me all these lies
See through your disguise
Tell me all these lies, oh
I don't wanna lie to you, I'm not scared but
I don't wanna waste my time when I stare
And she wanna take my heart, and my cheddar
I don't wanna waste my time when I can't help you
What do I do? (Oh)
[Verse 6: POPSTARBILLS]
I-I-I don't wanna fight the feeling
It's a process, I'm still healing
It'll take some time believing
It'll be okay, I see it
I don't wanna fight anymore, no no
It's been past the point, woah woah woah woah
T-T-Times are moving slow, so slow, oh oh
I-I-I just gotta learn to let go (let go, g-g-go)
[Verse 7: angelus]
I'm just scared that you're gonna replace me
Don't want you to miss me, I can't deal with this at all
I forgive and forget, I'm just stuck in my head
And I fucking hate my thoughts
Don't wanna be left alone, but please don't call up my phone
FaceTime makes me so nervous
Niggas acting so weird, gotta get outta here
Man, why you acting bogus?
[Verse 8: fns]
Fake love, that's the e-pill
Tryna sleep but I can't stay still
Blow a bag on some cheap thrills
Say you love me but I can't feel
You're holding me back
Baby treat me like a bloodbag
It's all in my head
You're stressing me out
[Verse 9: 8485]
I know I won't forget the night that you told me
That you didn't harm me, like I think that you harmed me
You made me ugly, baby you scarred me
Then you wanna turn around and make me say that I'm sorry, nah
Fucking never again
I never wanted you 'round 'cause I had plenty of friends
And you don't know how to get close to me or any of them
Can't wait to see your ass [?] and then just get in the Benz
[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I do-o-on't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
[Verse 10: Kuru]
Trying my hardest for you
I don't know if it is enough
So inside, you won't tell me
Some [?], make sure that you know that
Probably lying to your face off a Prozac
Lying 'bout your love for me, how you 'gon show that?
Go ahead and be my pillow, like it's fucking [?]
[?] but Ima keep my words
Smoking on my fucking room, and I think that I'll go insane
I hate this place, but this thing is fucking the same
[Verse 11: Kite]
I don't care, I don't need you
I can't do what I want to do
That's so much, push me around insanely that I roll
Something wrong so I been looking for you
You can't move I'm so fucked up
Asking myself if I waste too much
I'm looking tired In my whole life
200 mile drive, and I'll run into this wall
[Verse 12: Misaku Foxx]
Nauseous, I'm sick like a dog
Don't you love me, it's your favorite song
I don't even need millions, when [?]
Smoking gas with Alice, you feeling like it's colder
I'm so sorry I'm selfish, sometimes I can't help it
I'm fucked up in the back off some powder
I'm so sorry, I'll be back in an hour
[Verse 13: Midwxst]
Put a knife through my wrist just to numb my pain
Long nights, I been thinking don't know if I'll the same
Metal up to my head, bullet go through my brain
Tired of being at a stand still, this shit is the same
Addict me with nicotine, always won't come back
Pulling my heart, manipulate me so bad
I become no one if I make me feel bad
Stab me so much, oh I can't even feel that
[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always transluce, never felt worse
I'm a monster, you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me-e-e-e
apparition was written by fns (bloodhounds) & Kit3 & mental & midwxst & Misaku Foxx & kuru & 8485 & angelus & POPSTARBILLS & blackwinterwells & Grandee & Yung Skrrt & Chach & funeral.
apparition was produced by 4am.
blackwinterwells released apparition on Thu Jun 25 2020.