Apology for Non-Symmetry

I must apologize for not participating in symmetry
But it's been such a struggle to win entry to this industry
Put simplistically, it sickens me for my lack of contributions
I hope to tighten loose ends with new sense and end this nuisance

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
(But now the roof has hit the floor)
That I haven't said before

And it feels just like I have been more than
Patient enough with wasted breath on bluffs with no bread to touch
Soon enough, much of what I give will become the unstable crutch
Then who would you get to lend you a new menu of gifts?
To (*spit sound*) spit quick and then shift to next on your list

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
That I haven't said before

Cause it feels like I'm gonna try this time
(We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring)
And I know that I'm stepping up to the line
(Now I'm man enough to understand it)
So come on, navigate while I drive
(We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring)
Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight

I think it's more, more than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
Anymore

Well, look who decided to show up grown up in slow motion
I have to ask you, how did you pass through your own erosion?
Could you help me get through this life with you instead of
Me impeaching the breeze of your breath for every issue
I can't give up, I gotta keep trying as hard as possible
And never throw at you the me that compromised with stappable
I make it so hard to try I'll do what I know is right
Don't make it seem like this isn't forever
Because I want to come through and be there for you
But it feels so bad that I
Cause it feels so bad that I was not there all those times

Cause it feels like I'm gonna try this time
(We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring)
And I know that I'm stepping up to the line
(Now I'm man enough to understand it)
So come on, navigate while I drive
(We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring)
Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight