Apology

[Intro]
Please accept my apology
I'm just way to my head
And its bouncing round to constantly
Think back to the start of our relationship
I promised you honesty
And still acted irresponsibly
Please just
Please just
Please just
Forgive me
Please just
Please just
Please

[Verse 1]
I’m really sorry
We can't keep on being together
I'm just really sorry
I know that you loved me
Shoulda told you please don’t grudge me
Understand this never lovely
I don't want this going way too roughly
Oh my God what the hell is going on right now
Don't want you to get depressed
I just feel tied down
I know its hard to accept
Know I will never forget
Know that this is not neglect
Know I do this from respect for your time and your money
I don't have the time to keep calling you my honey
Find someone who does and don't take it from me
Trying to make this right still my insides feeling crummy
I just wanna fucking hurt myself
But having too breakup with you does that way too well
And I'm the one to blame
No one else
No one else
Don't know what'll go down
But oh well
Time will tell
Please don’t get too overwhelmed
Its a problem not well dealt
But I don’t want you thinking you did anything to repel
I just have to tell you everything I felt
So if you could just please hear me out

[Chorus]
Please accept my apology
I'm just way too in my head
Its just bouncing round too constantly
Think back to the start of our relationship
I promised you honesty
And I acted irresponsibly
I know these sound like excuses
I recognize I was stupid
Please your not the only one with the bruises
But this has to be the solution
It just kills me
Can’t guarantee
That you'll agree
Stings as bad as a Wasp or Bee
I feel the heaviness of the Red Sea
I'm sorry
Plead mercy
Feel wheezy
This ain't easy
Oh God please help me!
I don’t know what I'm doing
Please understand
I can't love you anymore
Take down this harmful corridor
Shoulda done this way before
And I'm sorry this had to be torn

[Verse 2]
Why this story have gloomy end
Just can't give you no fake feelings
No I can't pretend
Don't know where the passion really ever fucking truly went
Still felt like the world just kept on ending all those few weekends
Am I glad we met?
Tell your friends that all I wanted was to make amends
They defend and protect you from dummy heads like you're dumbass boyfriend who decided it was time to end
Don't think I ever took for granted the time we spent
Don't think I was trying to be ignorant
Understand
Pent in this man hole
Full of lies
And the shit in my soul
You've really had a huge role
In my life
Accept my apology

[Chorus]
Please accept my apology
I'm just way too in my head and it's bouncing round too constantly
Think back to the start of our relationship
I promises you honesty
And still acted irresponsibly
I know I got too excited
Didn't know what I ignited
Now I here trying to fight it
It's no use I cannot hide it
It just kills me
You hate me
Head's sweaty
Sorry I wasn't ready
Despise that now you dread me

[Outro]
Please accept my apology
I'm just way too in my head and it's bouncing round too constantly
Think back to the start of the relationship
I promised you honesty and still acted irresponsibly
I know I shoulda told you sooner
I'm sorry I just don't see a future
I know I don't deserve to say this
But I hope that you forgive me