Apologize

[Intro]
Looking for a peace of mind, peace of mind
Told them I apologize, apologize

[Chorus]
If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain't gon' have no one on my team
Can't take drugs, not one more time, I'm on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring

[Verse 1]
I don't want you to think I run from the truth
Get lost, confused, some bridges burning these fumes
Been stuck in yesterday, can't seem to change my ways
Feels like I'm David Blaine, still tryna breed in my cage
Need oxygen, I'm wanderin' too far away
From positive influences, I'm losing grip
Need you to save me from falling off the edge
I'm truly sorry for the stress, it won't happen again

[Chorus]
If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain't gon' have no one on my team
Can't take drugs, not one more time, I'm on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring

[Verse 2]
Trials and tribulations I'm facing for you this wild
How I survived to be challenged
And since a child been paranoid, always living in fear
This PTSD dissecting me with the sharpest spear
I had to learn how to move on from the past
My mind broke into pieces and shattered like glass
Thank God that I can count on you having my back
Without you I know I'd lose myself on a different path
I was so feeble, cryin' out for a hero
Didn't know I could get so lonely
Searching for freedom in a world filled with evil
Can't be the one to end my story now
I need some guidance, the stars aligning
The clock is winding down
Can't lose my focus, all that I know is

[Chorus]
If I fuck up one more time, it could be over with for me
If I lose trust one more time, ain't gon' have no one on my team
Can't take drugs, not one more time, I'm on my roll into the deep
Told them I apologize for all the trouble that I bring