Apologies (It Ain’t Easy)

[Verse 1]
I'm sorry that I'm bout to fuck up the game
I'm sorry that you motherfuckers is lame and you can't explain why
I'm sorry that I'm far from the same guy
I'm sorry that I'm slightly insane, I'm-
Sorry for my pain
I'm sorry that I ride for my niggas more than myself
I'm sorry for my pride and me acting like I don't care
I'm sorry for the lies and belittlement of my bitch
I'm sorry for not thinking with my mind and thinking with my dick
I'm sorry for the pain I caused to mama
I'm sorry for my daddy not being a fucking father
I'm sorry that you had to raise me all alone
Working hard as bones, trust me you are not alone
I'm going harder
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for my selfish ways
I'm sorry for tripping on you on my helpless days
I'm sorry to my old me for being less engaged for shit that'll make mе great
And most of all I'm sorry God for my mistakes

(Chorus)
Nobody's meant to bе perfect
Father forgive me, I'm working (I'm only human)
I put my head to the sky and take a deep one
I need an answer
I need reasons
It ain't easy being me (Not at all)
It ain't easy being me
It ain't easy (Nah, not at all)
It ain't easy being me

[Verse 2]
I'm sorry for putting music over everything and everybody
The fucking feeling's got me-
Introverted, lift the burner up to anybody
Opportunity truly took innocence up out me
Don't trust nothing around me
I'm sorry for my paranoid and schizophrenic glare
But that's how I gotta play it cause niggas ain't playing fair
Fuck em all
I'm sorry that I had some love for y'all
You niggas probably could've been part of my entourage
I'm sorry that it had to come to this
But niggas acting like they don't know who they fucking with, shit
That's why I roll one deep and I sorry for that
Fuck an army, I'll buck an army in war, I'll come back
I'm sorry I snapped
My temper short I'm conscious of that
I been the old me too long, shit I don't wanna go back
You go through it to get to it
It's mostly for the influence
Hoping for the overturn of life, that's what I been doing
And it's working

(Chorus)
Nobody's meant to be perfect
Father forgive me, I'm working (I'm only human)
I put my head to the sky and take a deep one
I need an answer
I need reasons
It ain't easy being me (Not at all)
It ain't easy being me
It ain't easy (Nah, not at all)
It ain't easy being me