Apologies

[Chorus]
No more apologies, I’m done tryna play nice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna do right
No more apologies, I’m taking that next flight
No more apologies, I’m ready to throw the dice

[Verse 1]
Call me selfish but not selfless
These the cards I been dealt with
Made the most, but got dragged down
But I’m back now, I can’t help this
I’d rather die than be nothing
I’m still alive, that’s saying something
Read between the lines
You’ll see that I’m not bluffing
Broke my heart trying heal the hurt
No respect, can’t figure the worth
Is that my fault, am I the worst?
Headphones on please take me to church
What do I hear? That’s my verse
That’s my voice, thats my word
Why do I follow when I could lead
The whole family, to come find peace
I tried to spread my wings but they couldn’t fly
Eyes wide but they couldn’t cry
Heart strong, but the head shy
Never again will I apologize
For being myself for being me
No more apologies, new year, it’s all me

[Chorus]
No more apologies, I’m done tryna play nice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna do right
No more apologies, I’m taking that next flight
No more apologies, I’m ready to throw the dice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna play nice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna do right
No more apologies, I’m taking that next flight
No more apologies, I’m ready to throw the dice

[Verse 2]
It’s that new year, that new chapter
A page turner’s what I’m after
More life, more laughter
More work, I want more passion
Let me breathe, let me fail
Let me find my holy grail
Give me space so I can make my own mistakes
I guess time will tell If I become great (become great)
But if I have a say I’ma change fate
I’ma rewind the clock and save face
I don’t care how long this thing takes
I’m a be here till it kills me
It’s the only thing left
What you see here is the real me
Tryna fill my war chest
I ain’t stopping ‘till I’m filthy and my family secure
Got a bit under the mattress always tryna stash more
This my letter in a bottle let it wash up on the shore
This the day my life changed I hope it’s yours

[Chorus]
No more apologies, I’m done tryna play nice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna do right
No more apologies, I’m taking that next flight
No more apologies, I’m ready to throw the dice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna play nice
No more apologies, I’m done tryna do right
No more apologies, I’m taking that next flight
No more apologies, I’m ready to throw the dice

[Outro]
No more apologies
I care more ‘bout my sanity
I care more ‘bout my salary
Give a damn if they mad at me
No more apologies
I care more ‘bout my sanity
I care more ‘bout my family
Give a damn if they mad at me
No more apologies
I care more ‘bout my sanity
I care more ‘bout my salary
Give a damn if they mad at me
No more apologies
I care more ‘bout my sanity
I care more ‘bout my family
Give a damn if they mad at me
No more apologies