Apologies

[Intro]
808 mafia
Yeah, we on that 8Wave shit
Ay, ay, nigga
Oh yeah
Bitch! (bitch)

[Chorus]
I just supress the way im feelin', let the beat build
I ain’t afraid of understandin' a nigga need help (need help)
Ridin' ’round strapped up like a seat belt (puh, puh)
I put myself up in my lil baby shoes to see how she felt (see how she felt)
Ay, I'm man enough to say I apologize (sorry)
I don't wanna be no pimp up in my daughter eyes (no)
I done lost so many niggas, boy it's hard to cry (shit crazy)
Have too much love up in my heart, so I harden mine

[Verse 1]
You wanna leave or wanna stay, either way it's fine (bitch)
For my kids, I put it all on the line (on my mom)
With my niggas droppin' bodies, wе ain't droppin' dimes (dimes)
See we donе really came a long way, from them petty crimes
Battlin’ with my addictions, I got life trauma (I got life trauma)
Post traumatic stress, boy I’m quick to put that pipe on 'em (on my mom)
He the typa nigga out here walkin’ with a mic on him
You ain't never looked a man up in his eyes and put a knife on him (fsh, fsh)
Crazy part about it is I was a good kid (was a good kid)
When they took my brother all I wanted was some bloodshed
I still can't believe my nigga OP4 ended up dead (shit crazy)
I ain't even gonna lie i really hated what them drugs did (on my mom)
You left that letter to me sayin’ we was brothers
Boy I got yo ass forever, you gonna see me hustle (on my soul)
You know I got it by myself, I got it off the muscle
Everybody tried to count me out so I'm chargin' double
When them doors slide open, you know yo' ass in trouble
Bounce up out that whip with that drake, bullets rippin' muscles (puh, puh)
Your life movin' fast, don't get passed up (nigga)
'Cause money never meant shit, I never had much (I never had much)

[Chorus]
I just supress the way im feelin', let the beat build
I ain't afraid of understandin' a nigga need help (need help)
Ridin' 'round strapped up like a seat belt (puh, puh)
I put myself up in my lil baby shoes to see how she felt (see how she felt)
Ay, I'm man enough to say I apologize (sorry)
I don't wanna be no pimp when my daughter rise (no)
I done lost so many niggas, boy it's hard to cry (shit crazy)
Have too much love up in my heart, so I harden mine

[Verse 2]
When I look up in the mirror I see my abuser (I see my abuser)
That nigga cuffin' on her knowin' she a chooser (bop)
Sorry momma, just like you, I became a user
Ay, life it make it easy on your baby boy
Beam down a nigga's block, try to kill the noise (puh, puh)
When I take these percocets, know I don't enjoy
Swear this life really crazy when you think about it (think about it)
I never thought that I'd go and make it out the bottom (never)
Make that choppa beatbox, spot him then we got him (then we got him)
I used to rock the Reeboks, now I step out in Prada
I used to make it look good and I ain't have a dollar
Starrin at my phone for a couple hours thinkin' should I call her
Do you love me baby? Just like Slo-Be said
Im sorry for the pain I caused, baby hold your head
When life give you lemons you make lemonade (make lemonade)
But don't put your all into it unless you gettin paid (fax nigga)

[Pre-Chorus]
Purp monkey
Fenix Flexin, you know
On some real shit, how I feel shit
Really in the field bitch (bitch)
Nigga (nigga i never had much)

[Chorus]
I just supress the way I'm feelin, let the beat build
I ain't afraid of understandin' a nigga need help (need help)
Ridin' 'round strapped up like a seat belt
I put myself up in lil baby shoes to see how she felt (see how she felt)
Ay, I'm man enough to say I apologize (sorry)
I don't wanna be no pimp up when my daughter rise (no)
I done lost so many niggas, boy it's hard to cry (its hard to cry)
Have too much love up in my heart, so I harden mine