​aphasia

Aphasia stole the words off of my tongue and it
Weren’t the time for being speechless
The days I told the world I overcome
Hadn’t gone, they hide between the demons

It might be hard to speak
But at least I’m not giving away too easy
I’m lonely since we last did meet
But I wish I’d never been

Time apart felt needed
Seems a rough month took a season of healing
And if we just once settled our uneasiness
We could have lived

And I think thе hardest thing for me to live with is that you bеlong to him

Called it ego death the day they got my phone
It took a chunk of me too
I don’t think feeling heavy gave me any closure
Neither did fucking with you

It might be wrong of me to deep it
It’s been a few months
Things are hardly redeemable
It's never been fun for me to read the shit I wrote when I was yours

It might be hard to speak
But at least I’m not giving away too easy
I’m lonely since we last did meet
But I wish I’d never been

Time apart felt needed
Seems a rough month took a season of healing
And if we just once settled our uneasiness
We could have lived