​apathetic

[Intro]
Feel alone and helpless
I paved this road with no end
Tired of playing pretend
Just wanna get out this mess
I'm not okay, I confess
These last few months, I've been stressed
I just have so much regrets
I just have so much regrets

[Verse]
I've only had myself to get through all of this, it's hell
It's lonely when the ones you used to know have said, "Farewell"
Bleeding out, my eyes are open
Can't see, all my senses broken
I wish that I wasn't so hopеless
I wish that I wasn't so hopeless

[Chorus]
Nobody еven knows it, but I'm tired
I can feel killin' all of my desire
Doesn't help when all my friends don't even bother
Not a thing that I can try to make me calmer
I'm drowning in emotions down beneath
I'm grinding all my teeth
It's getting hard to breathe
So tell me, was it a waste?
Dug six feet down, no escape
Feels like I just got replaced
By someone better than me
If I left without a trace, no one would ponder
This path I'm going down, don't even wanna
Staying silent 'cause I don't want any drama
Heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that's just karma

[Verse 2]
(One, two, three)
I tried my hardest just to be there for y'all
Gave every person my all
But u still let me just fall
You stare and laugh at me when I'm at my low
Don't have to say it, I know
All that you do, yeah it shows
That I'm not welcome here
That you don't even care
Act like I'm unaware
A sight I cannot bear
I tried my best, I swear
Heart on my sleeve, I wear
Just left me in despair
You never were a friend

[Chorus]
Nobody even knows it, but I'm tired
I can feel killin' all of my desire
Doesn't help when all my friends don't even bother
Not a thing that I can try to make me calmer
I'm drowning in emotions down beneath
I'm grinding all my teeth
It's getting hard to breathe
So tell me, was it a waste?
Dug six feet down, no escape
Feels like I just got replaced
By someone better than me
If I left without a trace, no one would ponder
This path I'm going down, don't even wanna
Staying silent 'cause I don't want any drama
Heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that's just karma