Apart

''I would’ve needed her here to draw the line
In this life, feel her heart beating next to mine
I fell apart when she was no longer here healing my heart
But because I realised I’m never really losing her
One day under the sun
I grew apart''

We were six years apart
(I was younger then)
Said I was a fallen star yeah
(But now I am dancing)
Ran away to show you were wrong
(Can you see how?)
One day you’ll be playing my song
(I am shining)

If you could see me on the street
(I am older now)
Would you?
Would you lose your sleep?
(Loving you somehow)
Or remember my second name
(Please remember)
Or the card games we played in the train

Never knew
I could hide in the jungle life
Born again
Under stars and light
I’m here healing my heart
So are you done?
 Done?
 Done?
Breaking my heart

Could never look you in the eye
(I was colder then)
There was a truth I always denied
(Now I am crying)
A pain I always disguised
(Can you see how)
Tears I cried
, never once even if I tried
(I am trying)

I knew Nanas words by heart
(I am ok now)
She told me to see the last card
(Forgiving you somehow)
Forgive the ones who do you wrong
(Please remember)
One day I’ll be singing her my song

''With time I understood that I’m fucking strong
Cause I’m here now
Cause I remember how it was trying to get where I am
Even the very start of it
The feeling I thought would never disappear, 
didn’t
But it did change
And with that I could trust something again, and storm forward''

Never knew
I could hide in the jungle life
Born again
Under stars and light
I’m here healing my heart
So are you done?
 Done?
 Done?
Breaking my heart