anything u ask for

I know i can be dry
Im jus too fuckin shy
The thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
But i swear i rlly try
I try n try n try
But i fail every time
And now i wanna die

I can't help but look down on myself
Im my own biggest hater yea, got the trophy on my shelf
I wanna give u the world but i can't stay
Id let u use my body as an ash tray

Tell me that im worthless n u wanna see my dead
Got me slicing my wrists open while im layin in my bed
N i dont wanna linger on all the things u said
But i know its all my fault cus im useless n ur the best

Watchu want i got anythin u ask for
If i can't give u love then bury me in asphalt
Watchu want i got anythin u ask for
If i can't give u love then baby pls jus beg more
I know i can be dry
Im jus too fuckin shy
The thought of callin u makes me wanna cry
But i swear i rlly try
I try n try n try
But i fail every time
And now i wanna die