Anxious

[Verse 1: Deadfish]
I don't know why I'm trying at all
Was getting left out since I was young
I don't know if I'll make it work
Oh no

[Pre-Chorus: Deadfish]
My anxiety is getting back
No matter what I'll try will always tell me I'm not good at all
My demons tryna get me down and occupy my mind so I die inside
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried once before
And I don't wanna go through it all again

[Chorus: Deadfish]
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried once before
And I don't wanna go through it all again
I would rather just sit in my room anxious bout everything
'Til the day I die ain't gonna live my life
Always fucked up on meds 'til the day I die

[Verse 2: Gothurted]
You think I'm fi-i-ine but I am not
I swear i'm dyi-i-ng on the inside
Hiding in my room you be playing me for a fool
I don't want anybody to hurt me the same way you did many times
Crying all alone for the anxiety you caused me
Overall tell me, how you're really sorry
Do you really think all the bad things you told me
I don't even think that you needed to destroy me
Like that, feels like I met devil's daughter
I'll be honest with you-ou-ou

[Pre-Chorus]
My anxiety is getting back
No matter what I'll try will always tell me I'm not good at all
My deals tryna get me down and occupy my mind so I die inside
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried once before
And I don't wanna go through it all again

[Chorus: Deadfish]
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried once before
And I don't wanna go through it all again
I would rather just sit in my room anxious bout everything
'Til the day I die ain't gonna live my life
Always fucked up on meds 'til the day I die

[Outro: Deadfish]
I don't know why I'm trying at all
Wa's getting left out since I was young
I don't know if I'll make it work