Anxiety (I Just Wanna Be Calm)

[Verse 1]
The thing about being your own worst enemy
Is  you never really beat it for good, unless you're dead and free
From  your own imagination when it's making up everything
For no other reasons but to strengthen your own anxiety

[Verse 2]
When life is going fine, but there's stress in the energy
That  flows around you every day when you wake up and see
That  everybody's dealing much better with their reality
While you're just here going through every motion so robotically

[Verse 3]
I  wish I could be better, but it's in my psychology
A trauma in the past has let my nervousness embody me
When some days I wish I could just go get a lobotomy
Because every single thing makes me nervous and just the thought of me

[Verse 4]
Failing  or succeeding, both are scary thoughts to me
And the only way to put it in words is through a melody
And it's because I hate everyone, and sort of ironically
I hate the thought of being alone and I'm not a prodigy

[Verse 5]
So where do I fit?
With the scheme of my biology
Nervous by nature and overthinking everything and

[Hook]
I just want to be calm
I just want to be calm
I just want to be calm
I just want to be calm for once