Anxiety & Depression

[Verse]
Popping pills to block the mental pain
But a broken heart you can't medicate
In a room full of people I feel outta place
Got me running from my demons but can't get away
Addicted to the painkillers, I hope it ain't the death of me
Anxiety is killing me, this shit done got the best of me
Can't believe my girl left, it's fucking with me mentally
Crazy how the love of your life turns to your enemy
Man keep a smile on my face but I'm blue inside
Should I swallow all these pills? Committing suicide
Don't think I'm brave enough, I battle with this pain enough
My life's so unhealthy and I think it's time to change it up
Still tryna learn to put the love in myself
Niggas think that I'm just rapping but I'm crying for help
And to my boy just know I miss you
There ain't nothing I wouldn't give to you
No matter what your momma say, I love you unconditional
I know yo momma hate me and she probably won't forgive me for it
Bottle on the dresser, I continue pouring
Tryna numb the pain I feel dawg this mental pain is real
If you ain't never have depression, you don't know how that shit feel
You're like the prisoner in your own mind
Death becomes a blessing
Push your loved ones away and drugs become your best friend, yeah
Man these pills become your best friend
Won't give my heart away again
Nigga learned his lesson for real