Anxiety

You just
Got back from Thailand
Island tan lines on your skin
I been crying in the kitchen
Burnin’ pots of water again

And you look so damn happy with her
Smiling big in all the pictures
I’m trying to do better
Yes, I really am
Closest I’ll get is bitter

Cause you didn’t have a passport
So we’d close our eyes and imagine
Back and forth
That some day the whole damn world would be ours

Now You been flyin’ overseas
While I been stuck in the city calling uber eats
You been good without me
While I’m home alone with the memories and my anxiety
Keepin’ me company
My anxiety
Keepin’ me company

We weren’t
Anywhere perfect but we sure were pretty good
Weren’t we babe
I guess now you can’t say

Maybe we just hit a wall
Maybe I’m just hard to love
Is it all
Or none of the above
And it ain't my place to judge
But I think it was better how it was

Back when you didn’t have a passport
So we’d close our eyes and imagine
Back and forth
That some day the whole damn world would be ours

Now you been flyin’ overseas
While I been stuck in the city calling uber eats
You been good without me
While I’m home alone with the memories and my anxiety
Keepin’ me company
My anxiety
Keepin’ me company