Anxiety

[Chorus: Mark G]
You seem to disappear
No matter what I say to you
I know it's hard these days, my dear
With this anxiety for you
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa

[Verse 1: Mark G]
Life's gonna burn out
How is this gonna turn out
Don't know but I'll find out
Sip this 'til I blackout
Puff this 'til I'm all out
Turn this shit so loud
Tell 'em all that we on now
Tell 'em all got no doubts
Bouncing back and forth and off the walls
Hit decline, ignoring all the calls
Don't wanna talk, don't wanna talk, no
Not gonna fall, not gonna fall, no
And I know it's all good, yeah, it's okay
Everything's all fine, yeah, it's all great
That time that we had, gotta store it away
'Cause thicker thoughts like these got me going insane
And I had to say bye, you see? You're no good
Got a hunch up inside of me
Maybe I might be a little bit off to you
I caught a vibe every single time I talked to you
When I'm thinking what we had's over
Those times I know to blow over
With someone else, I grow closer
I looked at her and I told her, yeah

[Chorus: Mark G]
You seem to disappear
No matter what I say or do
I know inside may rise a fear
Won't get anxiety from you
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
Won't get anxiety from you

[Verse 2: Abstract]
Take a drink just to get me out the door
Same drink gonna put me on the floor
Same thing that I did the night before
Only thing is that it's with a different girl
Wonder if I'm back to being more like me
Is the man in the mirror who I used to see?
Or have I changed since the days that you changed my dreams?
Am I ruminating tryna recreate our scenes?
Another bad movie, the plot loosely
In the same vein as the pain that you pass through me
Anxiety when I think about love
PTSD when I think about us
It's a pipe dream when I think about trust
So I give her pipe dreams, but it's all just lust
And I know she wants love
But I'm scared knowing we could end up just like us

[Bridge: Abstract]
You gave me pain, but I'm choosing to suffer
Replays in my mind and they're pulling me under
I'm breaking free
This anxiety, reserve it for me
I won't let you hurt another

[Chorus: Mark G]
You seem to disappear
No matter what I say or do
I know inside may rise a fear
Won't get anxiety from you
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
Won't get anxiety from you