Anxiety

[Verse 1]
Hold it in my heart
It's beating like it's coming through my chest
Panickin' again, I just can't seem to catch my fuckin' breath
Count to 10 but nothin's changin'
Thoughts are ragin' in my head
Every time I swear this is the last time I'll get out of bed

[Pre-Chorus]
But you said I was on my own
I've never felt quite so alone
But this anxiety inside of me
Keeps pushing me ahead
Medication, all I need
It's just as bad as the disease
When I abide by my prescriptions
I keep wishin' I was dead

[Chorus]
You are my hate
You follow me
My only strength
Why can't you see?
You're my best friend
My worst enemy
I can't live without you
But with you, I can't breathe

[Verse 2]
You're breakin' up, I barely hear you through the static on your phone
I'll be fine, I just need time to heal so please leave me alone
Panickin' again that anything you say might not be real
That you never loved me
You just loved the way I made you feel

[Pre-Chorus]
But you said I was someone else
You hate the way I hate myself
But this anxiety inside of me, it keeps me up at night
You want me and I want more
I jump and wash up on the shore
Now I've chosen
I'm broken from my whole fucking life

[Chorus]
You are my hate
You follow me
My only strength
Why can't you see?
You're my best friend
My worst enemy
I can't live without you
But with you, I can't breathe

[Interlude]
And I can't breathe
And I can't breathe
You are my hate
And I can't breathe
You follow me
And I can't breathe
You are my hate
And I can't breathe
You follow me
And I can't breathe

[Outro]
(You are my hate)
Your god doesn't love me
(And I can't breathe)
Your god doesn't love me
(You follow me)
Your god doesn't love me
And I can't breathe