Anxiety

Chorus:
A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T...C... lost in the mix

A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T... C... lost in the mix

Verse 1:
My heart steady pounding
My knees hold a mountain
It's astounding I'm found in
Places where they hounding
Me to get the crowd galloping like Stallions
While my mind move faster and faster
Am I real or an actor?
A sinner or a pastor?
Help or disaster?
Alive or a Casper?
Rapture the plastered people I see from me
So alone I can be
Just me and the beat
Steadily grind teeth
It gets hard to eat
Confess to the beat
Rap and repeat
Rap and repeat
This feeling in me feeling deadly
Choke my lungs, take a seat
Let my mind be free
See what I'm gonna' see
Pump fear like an IV
Dive in to the wrong scene
Close my eyes and scream
Shaking endlessly
Nothing to defend me
Welcome to Anxiety

Chorus:
A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T...C... lost in the mix

A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T... C... lost in the mix

Verse 2:
This is the dangerous side I confide with no confidence
I'm intertwined with when I'll die or inspire monuments
Honestly it's probably best I'm left alone with my consciousness
Let my mind co-exist with nothing but a hook on phonics
Sonic waves lay waste to my grace
Go to my own mental place that my shakes won't visit
This worry-some young son of a gun, second to none, wanting to run, from this bullshit
Shit, I should give from a pull-pit
So you know this know a colt shit
Just a frustrated, semi-hated, impatient, anxious creation creating incredible songs
My minds been gone but I stay head strong
I'm here today but I won't last long
So, last words that you hear from the poems I did
Monsters Exist
They haunt my head and make music just like this
Just like this

Chorus:
A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T...C... lost in the mix

A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T... C... lost in the mix

A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T...C... lost in the mix

A, place to exist
N, fear and bliss
X, on both eyelids
T... C... lost in the mix