Anxiety

(Verse)
All of my anxiety giving me paranoia when I go out, always had my doubt
Left K-Town moving on to a better place where I’m living lavish
Establish myself as a person with all of the damage hidden in his chest before I vanish, trying to restore myself before I fuck up
Gotta roll up on my marijuana
Fidgeting cause of my ADHD, don’t know how to control myself
Going to Nevada visiting a old friend, spending time, sipping on red wine
Making sure she is doing fine
Even though I know this isn’t going to last
I be leaving everybody in the past
Knowing nobody bеlieve in me
Houdini
I bе holding on me, leaving parts of my past in a pile of ash
Knowing me, I suffered too much, now I roll up a dutch
Not worrying about a problem, I got yesmen that lighten the mood up
So I don’t go into a swing
With my demons, holding my thoughts on a leash
Before I unleash the beast before I release
I just want my peace so I can puzzle up the pieces of my heart from the bitch who shot my heart with a dart
I know I been apart, this is just a start
From a mental break turning into a restart
Oh sweetheart, I won’t be needing you
Not sitting in my feelings in the blue
I know I’m sitting up on a hill with a bottle of wine seeing the view
The sun is shining, getting blinded
Swerving left to right
Taking a pillar of shots, knowing my spot
Connecting the dots, I’m off the pot
Building my brand, knowing the hand on the side is disappearing
Convincing myself I don’t need anyone, alive, don’t need a lie
I call shotgun, give me a kiss, roll up the dice, win the slot
I know the odd, but the price, you won’t get a slice
I’m not nice unless you’re apart of my crew
I’m a loose screw with a broken mind, I know it true
Don’t come thru, we ain’t fucking with you unless your bitch is sucking, bucking up on this cock
Don’t ask me what is new