Anxiety

[Verse]
I hope to fall asleep before I fall apart
I love the night time, but I’m scared of the dark
I bought a couple prerolls so tonight, I’ma spark
I don’t wanna go home so I’ma sit in the car
Stressed out, I got a lotta shit to think about
Finna make waves, be somebody that you read about
How the fuck she turnin’ into someone I can’t be without?
Drugs turnin’ into somethin’ that I can’t sleep without
Real talk, I’m fuckin’ dead serious
I’ma stay sad ’til I’m fuckin’ dead, period
Tried to feel joy but I’m really not feelin’ it
Girl, I want your heart and I’m okay with stealin’ it
Mine already broke in half, I need a new one
Got a lotta enemies, shit, I need a few guns
I’ma stay the same, fuck everyone’s resolutions
Pressure on me heavy, I’m carryin’ like a few tons
Livin’ with anxiety, I feel it deep inside of me
When it comes to nervousness, I promise it applies to me
I don’t understand why everyone gotta lie to me
I don’t understand why they mad without a right to be
Maybe it’s obvious but I’m so self conscious
I worry too much so constantly I’m exhausted
Stuck in my body, it’s really making me nauseous
Confined inside, take it up a couple of notches
Literally extreme, I treat it with Nicotine
I hope it doesn’t increase, already I feel deceased
Hopefully I rest in peace, I’m rippin’ out of a piece
I’m duckin’ fuckin’ police, I’m burnin’ while whippin’ streets
This an every night thing, I’m used to what life brings
I live in an ice rink, it’s meltin’, I might sink
I’m tryna get nice things as long as my eyes blink
Before my fate calls, who knows, it might ring