Antonym Subconcious Disruption

[Verse 1]
Lost a part lost the ceilings
Loss concealed mesmerized by the healing
Only to be autopsy material
Ethereal ephemeral empathizing memories are serial numbers
Lost in a trance in a hope of wonder
Years, I've been searching for my purpose
Somewhere here, my ears are weird
Here I'm transitioned from lion to fawn
Not much longer until I lose my mother
To move on, off, inhale, cough
I breathe the intricacies accepted as a speech
Personified by the ostentation inserted through the breeze
Manipulated by the oscillation retracted from war, it was peace
I fired to protect self but as a wind-induced ripple I requested cease
Resist, insist, desist, release
Retract, contract, life, decrease
Refract, intact, exact, delete

[Sample: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind]
It's all falling apart
I'm erasing you and I'm happy
You did it to me first
I can't believe you did this to me

[Chorus: Airospace/Sample]
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart
(Clem, you hear me?)
I know this isn't just a masterpiece you replicate as your art
(By morning, you'll be gone)
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart
(The perfect ending to this piece of shit story)
Swearing on your life doesn’t make running any easier
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart
I know this isn't just a masterpiece, you replicate as your art
(Is there something wrong with a girl being attracted to me is that a problem)
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart

[Verse 2]
Manipulated notes distort soliloquy paper ink infections
Losing self the nanosecond you decide to toss the message
Expunge her from the heart to another be in organ denial
Tied to the transaction signatures forged in Hell
The endoplasmic reticulum to taste it
One ghost-like being struggling for solid placement
In this world of oxygen malice and divergent mason
Building tower to god through the hatred of consolations

[Chorus]
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart
Let's fall apart
Le-let's fall apart