Anton’s Syndrome

Head is drowning in her silver gaze
No firm grasp on my life, I've got her on my mind
Not a slightly bad image, the same perfect picture
It takes all my power to even try to resist her

I don't know anymore
Why I can hardly stand the way she dominates every thought in my mind
Not a moment of rest after all this time
Before her, life was so very simple
But what's so good about being simple?

Symbolic knife in my heart and my head
One false movе, and I'm symbolically dead
Seems every day I'm thinking of hеr
Every night I'm dreaming of her
Every decision bound to involve her
Every [?]

Why can't I stand?
Don't think I'll ever know why (I don't know anymore)
Why can't I stand?
Got that same pain in my side (I don't know anymore)

Why can't I stand?
Don't think I'll ever know why (I don't know anymore)
Why can't I stand?
The world just fell in her eyes

I don't know anymore