Antisocial

I guess I'm antisocial
I used to be more vocal
I used to have a lot of friends
Now they're gone, picked up and left
Big crowds of people scare me
And I just need some space to breathe
And I don't have the time to feel like I cannot survive

I know some people call me a loner
Understand that it's hard to get to know ya
New faces, different places are a warzone
But deep down I don't wanna end up alone

I'm not wherе I wanna be
I wake up sweating through my sheets
Fuck you, anxiеty
Throwing down where you won't take me
Strangers keep me up at night
With someone I've known [?] in the eye

I know some people call me a loner
Understand that it's hard to get to know ya
New faces, different places are a warzone
But deep down I don't wanna end up alone

I'm dancing in and out of reality
Doesn't seem real to me
I'm crawling out of my skin
I need to breathe to let myself in
To let myself in

I know some people call me a loner
Understand that it's hard to get to know ya
New faces, different places are a warzone
But deep down I don't wanna end up alone