​antipathy

[Intro]
That's why I'm alone again this year
And why I'll be alone again next year
And the next, and the next
I want to call my own

[Verse]
And it's drowning in a fucking waste (Fucking waste)
Her personality a distaste (Distaste)
I try my best but they still complain (Still complain)
I wanna disappear and just erase (and just erase)
Phone on DND, you know I couldn't take the pain
Stressing out up on the ones they couldn't take today
Look up in a mirror, you know I fucking hate my face
What's the point in changing? You know that it's unnecessary

[Verse]
And it's all a mistake
Yeah, what's the point to change?
And I'm waking up super drained
I try my best, you know I can't escape
Picture blacked out, you can't see through the frame

[Bridge]
Jae, listen
I know it hurts, it always does
But what matters now is that you use this chance to become stronger
Through your skin or not, you need strength
If not, everything else fails

[Chorus]
And it's drowning in a fucking waste (Fucking waste)
Her personality a distaste (Distaste)
I try my best but they still complain (Still complain)
I wanna disappear and just erase (and just erase)
Phone on DND, you know I couldn't take the pain
Stressing out up on the ones they couldn't take today
Look up in a mirror, you know I fucking hate my face
What's the point in changing, you know that it's unnecessary

[Outro]
Wear it with your heart. If not that, what else matters, Jae?