How the fuck I was pose to be raised right when I was raised around killaz /
Got yo own momma crying in the grave site then it hit you the realest
I’m leaving the block for a minute I take flight /
Manifesting these blessings, I pray nights /
And these Bitchs come to me I’m they type
On the top floor said she hates heights oo-oh/
Blowing her back and I count it up /
Make sure these blue faces adding up /
A young nigga splurging cuz I deserve it for all them days I ain’t had enough /
I was hussling I took the ladder up /
Lil nigga so I got my savage up /
Lately been swerving all black suburban /
Face & my neck got it tatted up /
All this doubting but I made it possible /
Never sell my self short ain’t no prostitute /
Same one that’s filling your page with the hatrid /
The same one that’s feeling inspired when he’s watching you /
I don’t ever understand it tho, I’m inspired by my niggas winning /
Still a nigga feeling damaged tho oh /
Hook
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote
I need the antidote
I need the antidote oo-oh
Verse 2
Don’t got it all the way figured out /
I ain’t fearing nothing gotta live it out /
Only been talking that real shit /
Gotta feel shit what I been about oo-oh /
I do not need anybody in this shit I went and got it on my own /
Took so many losses I don came across it /
I don cracked the seal then a nigga gon yea /
Baby I’m tryna drown out all the pain /
I don been wit so many woman it’s all the same /
First you start up then you go down then you hating my name /
All of these verses fill the chapters then you turn the page /
I don’t take nothing personal, when I was down and out I took a perc or 2 /
Be the same ones say they love you still, at the end of it they end up hurting you
Oo-oooh /
Still I feel alone in front a million people /
I don’t trust a soul cuz they been so deceitful /
I say fuck em they perpetuate evil /
And for them it’s all about the ego oo-oh /
Fuck the ego
Fuck the ego
Fuck the ego
Fuck the ego
Hook
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote oo-oh yea
I need the antidote
I need the antidote
I need the antidote oo-oh