Antidepressants

[Spoken Intro]
"Life got really weird, and really hard all at one time
It was like, one of our friends died of Cancer
My Dad died
I was like, you know, drinking again
All of my relationships were struggling, like all my..
Everything was struggling
I was burnt out because I was just like fuck the world
Like.. not like I need a break, like honestly?
Fuck the world"

[Chorus]
I watched you fade from me
Was my love not enough to make you stay?
Forever is such a lonely place without you
I've held on for too long to let go

[Verse 1]
Sometimеs I wish that I had never let you in
Causе I can't make it on my own without you
And I can't lie, I feel like I been falling apart
Without you by my side

[Pre-Chorus]
So take all my memories and shred them apart
Like the photographs that haunt me
That tear me apart
I've been lost for so long, I don't know where to start
I'll let these waves crash around me
And sink my wooden heart

[Chorus]
As I watch you fade from me (I watch you fade from me)
Was my love not enough to make you stay?
Forever is such a lonely place without you
I've held on for too long to let go

[Verse 2]
I see your face distorted inside lucid dreams
Not even they can bring you back
I feel the anger well up deep inside of me
And it feels like I can't breathe

[Bridge]
Don't go! Don't go! Don't go! Don't go!
Don't go! Don't go! Don't go! Don't go!
Don't go!
Don't go!

[Chorus]
I can't watch you fade from me
Was my love not enough to make you stay?
Forever is such a lonely place without you
Without you
I can't watch you fade from me
Was my love not enough to make you stay?
Forever is such a lonely place without you
I've held on for too long to let go
I've held on for too long to let go
I've held on for too long to let go

[Outro]
(Please just let me break this cycle)
I've held on for too long to let go
(Please just let me break this cycle)
I've held on for too long to let go

[Spoken Outro]
"It's not like you know, it's not even like I'm gonna kill myself
I'm just gonna get over here, I'm not gonna eat anything, I'm not gonna drink anything
I'm just gonna lay here, I'm not gonna talk to anybody
I'll just gonna do that until I die
That's what depression is like"