Anti Depressant

They don't like the way you do it, they don't feel the vibe
Hate the way you feel cause they wanna kill you inside
That's just how it is, so you bottle up and hide
You don't like it but you ready, you was ride or die
"Die , Die, Die"
Now I can see the changes
"Changes"
I see all these strangers
"Why you so weird?"

This ain't even fiction
See what they was writing on the stuff that's in the descriptions

Cause I ain't never gave a fuck like if they even doubted me
Like put me in a crowd and see like how they really count on me
Its's one, two, three, Aye fuck you, it's fuck me
See just how it is and there ain't really no apologies

Family is demolishing, there ain't no polishing
You can see me homie, ain't no shame, I'm from a pile of shit
Cause I don't give a fuck, And I don't take time to acknowledge it
The other blood that's in my veins is how I really silence it

Fighting for more
Don't leave me here alone
Fighting for more
Don't leave me here alone

These anti-depressants
Don't feel like they're present
I'm fighting, please don't leave me here alone

I keep speaking up to these broken souls
Lost dreams and these broken walls
Built on so they never fall
Family, what the fuck's it for
My family's dead and they've all been gone

Yeah, I'm still grieving, I can't move on
Pain I carry, I can't speak on
Hide depression, don't let it show
Hide depression and watch it grow

That's the road I've done been on
Driving fast and taking slow
Drive past and just let me go
God's calling, Thought you should know

"God's calling, Thought you should know"

Time's up, I think you should coast

Fighting for more
Don't leave me here alone
Fighting for more

Don't leave me here alone
These anti-depressants
Don't feel like they're present
I'm fighting, please don't leave me here alone

I'm fighting, don't leave me alone