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I've sorta been feeling sad nowadays
Pushing away all the old faces that used to make me feel great
Wondering where all these thoughts and wishes even came from
When they probably came from the things I couldn't ever face

It's sad to think that I can't even speak up for myself
It's sad to think that I can't ever learn from my lessons
It's sad to think that I can't even reach out for some help
Because i'm being held back from this being called depression

The anxiety inside of me has rioted and fought
And the world outside me never quietly
Gave back what I lost
And the reason I've been creeping 'round the people that i got
Is 'cause I'm nervous just to speak to them about the things I've taught

Because I'm such a nervous wreck sometimes
I forget all my words
And I'm sorry, I don't mean to waste your time
I'm just hung over her
You would think I'm fucking done over it
But i feel so hurt
And i'm super fucking sorry
That nothing could ever work

And maybe it's justified
But there are clouds all over my sky
And maybe I won't ever cry
I'll just fight this urge to die

Yeah I don't know what I seek
Is it something that's too romantic?
And I don't know if you'll speak
But I'm waiting for you to answer