​another lonely summer

[Part I]

[Intro]
Godlow on the track

[Verse 1]
Looks like it's gonna be another lonely summer
The weather getting warmer
But my friends are getting colder to me
I ain't seen a soul in weeks
I hide myself beneath the sheets
My mental is opposite of twenty-three
No clouds to see
The pinks and greens of spring lose contrast
Everything looks grey to me
I live inside a make believe
A world where no one leaves
A world where no onе will make fun of me
(A world wherе no one leaves)
(A world where no one will make fun of me)
Another lonely party, smoking drinking by myself
Acting like I'm fine but recently my life has been a hell
As far as I can tell I made an effort and I failed
And if anyone would bother to ask, I'm doing well
Simple enjoyments that never last, gone in an instant
Reality I'm living in is slowly growing distant
From the time I started writing my head has been going missing
Stare into the ceiling, replacing blinking with wishing
I don't talk to anyone, I'm isolated lately
Used to have friends but everything is changing
I don't really like it, but I gotta face it
Fall apart easy, my happiness makeshift
I don't talk to anyone, I'm isolated lately
Used to have friends but everything is changing
I don't really like it, but I gotta face it
Fall apart easy, my happiness makeshift

[Part II]

[Intro]
Godlow on the track

[Verse 2]
I been abandoned, my heart is bandaged, I'm all alone
The summer feeling I'm used to feeling is now disowned
I leave my baggage, I take a flight to somewhere unknown
I'm reaching heights I never been to, but I'm still at home
Emotions never helping, so I numb them
Somebody tell me they got my back, I do not trust them
Knowing the way that it feels to be loved is uncommon
I lay inside of my bed as if it were a coffin
I been abandoned, my heart is bandaged, I'm all alone
The summer feeling I'm used to feeling is now disowned
I leave my baggage, I take a flight to somewhere unknown
I'm reaching heights I never been to, but I'm still at home