Another Guy

So tell me why
I need you in my life
Don't you cry
Cause you wanted this right
Save your tears
For another guy
One who cares more
You got plenty right

I feel like I'm drifting, you don't even care
Looking at me as I pull out my hair
Saying I love you don't mean that you're there
Look at my heart, inside it's a tear
Why do you lie when I know what it's like
To be so in love and they blow up your lungs
They explode then they run from the shit that they done
Cause they know you in love, they just twiddle their thumbs
All I ever wanted was an answer on why
You did what you did but you left me to die
Say that you hate me, I don't reply
Because hate lingers, it's in your eyes
I know that I
Have not been the best guy ever created
But that doesn't mean that I should have to be hated
I guess my rapping days just might be dated
Cause nobody's waiting

So tell me why
I need you in my life
Don't you cry
Cause you wanted this right
Save your tears
For another guy
One who cares more
You got plenty right

Running in circles, my mind doing hurdles
Tripping on thoughts till the pain starts to surface
Stacking up problems, they heavy on purpose
Carry the burden, it's making me nervous
Locked in my head, closing the curtains
Wish I could run but I'm weak when she hurt us
Trying to stay quiet but I scream cause she heard us
Drowning in silence, the chaos immersive
Every mistake got me feeling I earned this
Trapped in the cycle, can't figure the purpose
Lost in the fire, I'm stuck in the furnace
I learn and I learn but these lessons are worthless
Trying to reach out but my phone's out of service
Been here so long, I think I deserve this
No love in so long, I mean what is my purpose
I love you, I love you but I don't deserve it

So tell me why
I need you in my life
Don't you cry
Cause you wanted this right
Save your tears
For another guy
One who cares more
You got plenty right